My Own Interpretation

Well geez! Took long enough! Weather’s been amaaaazing the past few days. c___c <333 I don’t wanna jinx it, but it’s great and makes so much of a difference. Things have been getting a tad bit better…or at least easier to deal with so it’s great timing. Been having fun lately and I’m anxious/ excited about finishing my first year at college. Bleh, one more year to go and then I can transfer. I’m not sure I’m too sad about one more year though. This one went by so fast and the next year, I’ll be driving since people are finally coming through for me on the minor details that keep me from doing anything. I’m not all that eager for driving, but it’s something and it’ll help a great deal with jobs. Especially if by some chance I don’t get my summer job. c___c;;; Bleh. Something’ll work out eventually. I just need some growing up steps to get family to cut the chord. Only the men are willing to do that and all the women are the same. I need to start doing things. And blah, for once in a long time, I’m actually impatient for my birthday. No one tells you when you’re a kid that when you turn 19, it’s gonna be the Limbo age lol…I already look like a little kid, but for some reason, 19 and 20 are day and night to people so I need to lose the damn “teen” part of my age…multiple reasons. D;

I might go back to my old plans for jobs once I’m driving even if I get this summer job. It all helps. I’ve been saving up and it’s finally starting to show, a little. QQ-b I’m eager for my trip(s) and everything. Things have been good with people so I hope I get to see a lot of them….and then I hope I don’t see a few people that I’m paranoid about lol…Popularity and an egotistical way of thinking turns my stomach. All these things I used to be cool with about people just makes me groan. Always gonna love ‘em all, but there’s only so much I can do. But even that’s not too bad.

I’m so glad things have been going better. cc; <333 Even the whole thing about missing my lesson’s been okay. I got a lot of support from friends. And two certain friends have had to put up with a lot from me the last few weeks because of all that shit and I’m eternally grateful. QQ <3

Honestly, the only like…annoying or suckish thing lately? Just Eos and even that could be so much worse. It’s the foodchain thing, I guess. I feel like I’m on the bottom. Boring and nothing special. I know I’m just paranoid, but I feel really left out lol. No clue how that’ll work out, but it’s still entertaining and I have fun and get to play with my usual buddies and all. Just…ehhh…yea….At least when people’d use me as a pawn for their own stuff, I was getting included. But eh…I’m really  glad everyone else is doing good with it right now since they deserve it, buuut…I can’t say I feel like I’m on the same terms. >>;…

*cough* BUT RIGHT! Weather! I hope this warm weather stays for a whiiiile or goes right into the summer consistancy. I can’t remember the last time I felt relaxed like this. <3;; Says a lot when the lamest thing going on in your week is an RP community when the week before everything that could go wrong WAS going wrong. 8D-b;

FML ~~;;;

I’m really glad I didn’t keep my last post lol. What the hell? Seriously…Just fuck my life. I wish I could just send my body off to go do my work and all that shit and I could just sleep until my body comes to wake me and tell me things are a little better. Even a little, not to an extreme. Just enough that I don’t feel like constantly crying and never leaving my house.

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Blah finally…well not really…okay -sort- of finally I have a job waiting for me. Not until the summer, but eh. Something, right? I still need a job, but I’m looking forward to that in the summer. ~~;;; Almost didn’t do it, but now that a good word’s been put in for me, it’s easier to do.

I’m getting tired of never having money. I don’t even spend my money, but everyone else does. I made fifty bucks and my mom took it, assuming I had money to get by already. And…yea. Ugh I hope I get PetSmart. I’ve been putting it off, thinking I’d get something easier to get to, but I can’t do it any more.

Ugh….I feel so sick tonight from nerves. ~~; It’s been frustrating. I hate people…and money…bleh…general. FML.

Actually…you know what? Fuck a full rant. Sum it up? I’m sick of it. Stop being a fucktard.

I got Slumdog on DVD! <3 Gonna use it for a lesson in Ledge. It’s just that amazing. Ledge has been going really good. I can tell some of the other leaders don’t always count me, but I’m pushing my way in and having less problems with one of my “friends” lately. They like…realize I breath too! Amazing, right?! Yea…Not sure if it counts as good terms, but at least I’m getting the respect I’ve been wanting. I’m gonna teach two classes all by myself and last night they left me in charge of a few students…unfortunately they were pain in the ass students all taller than me, but for the most part they tried to work with me and treat me like a teacher. I give credit to my friend who was in the group since he’s only a year younger than me. >>;;; Must be hard to look at your same age friend as your teacher. It’s just been really good. Brian’s…not too good though and I’m still upset about what happened a few weeks ago. People just…suck. ~~; But bad situations or not, I want Brian to get better. Hospitals fucking suck and no one can figure out what’s wrong with him. Where’s Gregory House when you need him?!

Friends have been…weird lately. Some I’ve been having rocky situations with are smoothing out then others…not so much. I guess it’s a typical thing in life, but it’s always weird. One’s been confusing me. I don’t get how you use someone like a yoyo to the extreme. I get pampered, pampered, pampered then magically treated like shit…and then slowly pampered…yea. I’ve given up with it since I get more abuse than friendship from it, but it’s just annoying and confusing and I don’t get what they think. But hey! More good than bad going on.

There’s been a lot of changes going on too. It’s weird feeling stressed and shit while still having good things going on, but it’s keeping me sort oooof….balanced? Externally, at least. I’ve been upset about a thing or two, but I know one is just stress that I put on myself and I’m gonna fix it starting today, but the other….lol. Nothing big, it just bums me out. Maybe something’ll happen though, yea? I can stay positive sometimes. I figure if things don’t go the way I want, it’s because it’s not meant or whatever. We’ll see….But yea, changes. A whole bunch. One of them’s been kind of weird, but as cruel as it sounds (not that anyone knows wtf it is since I’m so fucking vague lol), I’m looking more forward to it than feeling down. I guess it’s more my reasons for being so welcoming of it that’s bitchy. I just…yea. I could use a few breaks lol.

Stiiiill need a job! Dx< I might be getting one at PetSmart. I know I keep saying I have hope and it doesn’t work, but this one seems workable! If noooot…well I’ll be sad lol. I’m used to the rejection now so whatever, but this job seems nice and it’s with a friend. I’m supposedly going for my license eventually though so if it doesn’t work out, I’ll have a car to finally look around. My problem right now is getting a job I can get to without needing a car so yea.

….Holy crap! Did I actually write shit down this time? Nice. Too bad I’m vague and ramble lol. 8D;; Gotta try to take a chill pill….Oh and I might finally get a new shrink…that isn’t a retard that needs more help than I do. >_>; Gotta dominate this damn paranoia while it’s still minor. D<