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Lol I think I made Benny stir crazy. :/ I’ve been dead all day and not very alert. Lol, no it isn’t depression. I just haven’t felt good. Maybe that time o’ the month is coming. God, I hope not. The Relay for Life is Friday. Dx< I’m already gonna be alone, I don’t wanna be alone and cramped lol. But today’s been a pain. Every time I did something, it’d take me a long time to really get it done and then I ended up falling asleep when I sat down for a second and then I ended up feeling too shitty to go to the movies. I really wanted to see Up, but I’m not like…completely heart broken since I always get super insecure when I know I’ll be in public while watching a movie that’ll make me cry LOL. But I’ll watch it online or something. There were other movies I wanted to see on the big screen that I didn’t get to see so those are bigger losses to me. I’m gonna be catching up on the Harry Potter movies too since I wanna go see the new one in theaters when it’s out. :[ The last one I saw was like….part three. Lol 8D…; I stopped reading them around part 2, but I may continue someday. I love the story, but her writing is so…yea. But it’s easy so hey. But the movies are awesome so I’m excited. Shit! And I just realized while writing this that I have to watch Spiderman part 2 and 3. cc; Lol so many movies. My cousin lent them to me just so I could finish. I know the third one is complete and utter ass, buuut…eh. I think a part four is coming out too and I hope so, so they can save their asses. One movie I plan on seeing even if I have to go all alone is Transformers 2. D< When the first one came out, I thought it’d be rediculous and then ended up loving it and regretting I didn’t go to the movies to see it so this time I will. I’ve never been big on TV, but movies are fun and don’t take all your time to keep up with. <3 Though video games do that more often, but hey.
Considering how assy my body feels today, I’m doing good. My eating habits have changed a little and I think I might follow my aunt and join Weight Watchers maybe…No I don’t think I’m fat. >>; My problem is I don’t eat and when I do, it’s usually like….soup. When I go to the store, all I buy is soup, water and Gatoraid. I’m back to drinking soda, but I really only drink a can and I don’t start shaking if I go days without soda any more lol. It’s just a though, y’know? I’ve been a lot more active these days so why not also get some more energy? D;
Lol so yesterday was my last driving lesson and I got the same crazy bitch…And then tried to drive with my mom since I have to practice before I get my license…and she flipped out. I’m hoping I can pass the test, but I need the practice. And how the hell am I supposed to drive my mom to the train station when the time comes if she’s gonna gasp every time I take a turn? Eugh…And everyone that promises to help doesn’t soooo…I’m just gonna really have to hope I don’t fail. :[; I’m tempted to just ask one of my friends to help me, but most of them will either say no or they drive their parent’s cars. Ah well. But I’m glad the lessons are over. Yesterday was a bad day and that didn’t help, but thankfully going to Ledge cheered me up as it always does and it made the rest of my night awesome. Our only problem the whole night was finding my camera…which we can’t find still. I’m getting worried since I need it for Friday and I wanna bring it to Texas. ~~;;;; I hope it’s around here. We’ll find it.
And past the camera, I really need to finish my portfolio and figure out what’s happening with college. I have my classes set up and everything, but I need to talk to Mass Art. Lol, I’m so angry I have to go through another year of BCC. <>;; Not even getting a degree. </3 Eh…I’ve stopped crying though. Gonna have to suffer. Just gotta handle this one step at a time. At least I have my paints and everything and things will go well even if I take the harder road. So even that’s not worrying me too much until I take the next step.
Oh and a random note while I’m not ranting? I got me a new phone. :[ Well…not really new, but…it’s new to me? We got it free for going on to my mom’s network. She split everything with me since she thinks if I go to Texas with a shitty pre-paid minute phone, I’ll die or something…but I’m okay with that. 8D I hate my phone so anything different is nice. Only down side is I have to pay for texting, but it’s really cheap.
Aaand no new drawings. D; I’m not in a rut or anything. Just haven’t been drawing. I wanna adopt a color though so I’ll get to that…wow. Long post that had actual subjects AND no real rant. I like being mellow. LOL I bet any money something bad will happen today, but I’m good for now. Just…have to go back to looking for my camera. >>;
