Lol that last line seems kind of backhanded if you think about it, but who listens to dance lyrics anyway!?
kjoijejoigueo Good–……Weird–…….It’s been a week (or so)! I’ll give ya that! Very bittersweet. Good things are VERY good and bad things make me wanna stick my stongue in an electical socket. :’D;;;; The stress has been horrible, but for once, the good really HAS been out weighing it. Not all the time, but….really, when has it ever been THAT good for me? But honestly, I’m really content right now. Always expect something to go wrong, but for now, I’m really content. It’s very little things too that just pop up in my head or just during the day and make things chill. Just like little fun-packs of something super awesome happening…sort…of…Really, I don’t know if this will be a rant or a ramble or both. 8[
But yea, today was a very bittersweet day. The day and schedule itself was awesome and I had so much fun, but then we have mommy dearest that brings things dooown doooown doooown. But really, I’m beyond being angry or anything and now I’m just more exhausted and frustrated. There really isn’t anything I can do, but I’d like a break. >>;; Lol I wish I could just move out while planning this trip, but that won’t happen. But I WILL be gone for over a week in just a few days. I’m still so excited it’s really happening. Just gonna finish the packing and everything and go to Savers. *gagpuke* And today was really nice. I got to hang out with the crew and Genesis and Frank both came around too and we all dicked around the……fair….whatever the hell it was going on. It was entertaining either way. We had a dress up montage to gay music after in Ellies with their shitty, tacky hand-me-downs and that was fabuu. Huwah huwah <3___<3 The day minus mother and her endless rage was great. And then I got to play PSO when I got home and our characters hit the next dungeon. 8D *shot* Wow that’s sad that, that’s a highlight. Normal people go to bed or something and I get on some old MMO. But it was my first so it’ll always be my favorite. :/ I wanna get to the motha fuckin’ ruins, bitch!
*cough* Buuut now I’m sort of feeling pathetic so moving on! <>; I’m in a movie rush though I’m not sure how much better that is. I’m back to watching a lot of movies. My cousin gave me his DVDs, I still wanna see Transformers 2 even though Ashley said it sucked, and her and Frank are gonna see Star Trek again so I can see it too while it’s still on the big screen since it seems like….I don’t know. It’s like the Dark Knight. If you don’t see it there once or on a giant plasma screen, it’s just not the same….I just hope I end up liking it lol. <>; But I’m eager. Gonna go once I’m home from Texas. LOL And last night, I watched Battle Royale. <3___<3 I still ain’t gonna see Suicide Club, but BR was reeeaaally good. My ideal thriller movie. LOL I cried so many times through it and laughed at every drop of the black humor. I loved the characters and I cried when the little tech-geeks stuck with each other to the end. TT *sob* I might watch the sequal, but either way, I adored the first one. Very disturbing and creative, just the way I like it. D< The Lighthouse scene had to be one of my favorite parts though. I love situations where the killer is the only one that doesn’t get their hands dirty. Buuut no spoilers…but it was great. It made me wanna watch other thrillers I like. I already have plans to watch Sleepy Hollow again with Sei and whoever else and I wanna rewatch The Orphanage and Pan’s Lab and…well non-thrillers too. Just movies. They’re fun. And I treasure the DVDs my cousin gave me LOL. God, I love my cousins so much. They’re like my big brothers. I just love how the youngest one still tries to keep that bond with me since he was always like…the coolest thing on the planet. *snort* I don’t think they know how to handle me now that I don’t act like such a little brother………..well some of them. And then we have Paul who still sits on me and crushes my ribs lol. :[ <3 Gotta love them all. But I just thought it was sweet and cute that I got to keep Stephen’s DVDs.
Blaaah rambles, this was all rambles lol. :[ I’m in a good mood. Little something has me extra bubbly, but I ain’t getting into it. <3 I’m just excited about too much..My confidence has been pretty rocky lately surprisingly, but..eh. I don’t know. I’m trying to just shove my way through. It’ll catch up to me, but I sort of handled the last issue the minute it happened and surprisingly someone that normally brings my gloom made it better. Go figure lol. But yea, I’m just in a good mood. But as weird as it is and while I feel like I can’t sleep, I’m really tired so woah! I might eventually fall asleep tonight. Not gonna even worry if there was something I wanted to rant about. Too much is making me happy right now. *snort*
Lol considering how much I’ve been doodling lately, I…don’t really have anything to show at the moment. I hope I get some of my stuff done before I leave. D; But I have a Lunarian obsession so it’s all good.
