Oh baby, if you find I’m not the loving kind, I’ll buy you flowers, I’ll pour you wine, do anything to change your mind

jkKNHLidunfwihniehuh Why do I watch upsetting movies?! c______c; Oh that’s right, because they’re the sex, man. *cry* Still though. Raaaagh!  I finally saw all three of the Revenge movies. I got the beau to watch Battle Royale so he got me to watch his favorite Korean film…films…They were so good, but so sad. The first one was okay, the second one was fuckin’ epic and the last one was amazing, but I kind of wanted to puke up my own stomach during it because it was so heavy. I’ve always had a really strong parental mentality even when I was little and adults have always pointed it out…which is kind of…weird to tell a seven year old…but whatever. But I just don’t handle movies about a parent’s suffering too well. It was totally worth seeing though. <3___<3 And jeez, the main chick was smokin’.

Oh man, onto other news, I’m so ready for school to start. I miss it so much and I can’t wait for everything. <333 And my buddy Liz and I have a work out schedule…THAT’S RIGHT! D8< A real one! We kept talking about being work out buddies and then never did anything about it, but now we’re actually setting stuff up and it’s great. I might pull Mark in on it since he gets bad seasonal depression like I do and we had been talking about it too. It’s exciting! D8 Have other plans and goals too. The break’s been fun, but yea. I’ve had quite a few big ups and downs lately, but I think I’ve only really had one big cry this vacation….okay that’s a lie. I’ve cried almost every day because of Haiti things and stuff I hear on the news…but I’ve only cried once over my own issues. Brian had my back on it though. cc; I needed him lol. I’ve really hit a point where I hate crying over my own girly issues. I don’t like crying to begin with, but there’s worse things going on aaaand yea…But yea, things have been pretty chill!  The stuff on Haiti’s been hell though. We have people we keep in contact with there and they’ve been giving us more truth than the news has. We’re trying to put a plan into motion and I’m really hoping things start happening soon.

Aaaand to end on a…happier note than..that so I don’t have a repeat of some of my old posts >>;;;…Uh…Trips! Yea! 8D; The winter retreat’s coming up nomnomnom! Dx; I’m so excited…a little angry since I might be the only female high school teacher there though, but…I’m hoping some of the other leaders change their minds about not going. Also! BAM! Going to Florida in Maaarrrcchh! D<<< So excited about that! <3 Aaaand I’ll shut up here since I’m gonna shower and crash and have too much to talk about to fit into this the right way….

Lol How much you wanna bet I won’t finish it? I should have uploaded a finished picture–BECAUSE YES. I actually made a full painting. Maybe next time.